Her Shadow 1

I heard the fire alarm and ran with all I can I wasn't sure where I'm heading to for a matter of fact I wasn't sure where I am to begin with, I heard loud banging on the walls as I ran. At that point I realized I'm dreaming and woke up immediately, realizing that my mom's knocking on my door I looked at my phone and saw that I’m really late..


mom: *knocks* gooomi yalla waraach sifar b6eer el 6ayara 3anch en ma nshaaiti
me: umaya nshaaaait

mom: yalla inzain goomi mb trdeen trgdeen

I lay on bed thinking of how miserable I am here I love my family and friends but I can't wait to study abroad i've always wanted to do so.I’m going to miss them all so much especially Dana she's my closest friend, which got me thinking of last night when we were out *sigh*


<Flash back of the night before>


As I was ordering ice cream for me and Dana I felt a strange presence next to me I looked up and from all people it was him again, why is this happening to me I'm starting to get used to seeing him around all the time. He was so close I would've hugged him, I was suddenly aware of all those thoughts I’ve been having when he's around I frowned to myself, I don't even know him and even if I did what was I thinking...


him: hey

him: are you stalking me ?


I stood there like an idiot looking at him I was furious and in a matter of seconds I dismissed all the thoughts I ever thought of him. Why would he even say that, I do see him everywhere I go but I'm not stalking him, that’s just a mere coincidence my lips parted wanting to reply to that ignorant comment but I couldn't. Nothing came out

him: haha can't talk ?
me knowing that I’m traveling the following day: if you think I'm stalking you ill just prove you wrong because you're not going to see me around anymore... I don't even know why I'm explaining myself


I looked at him coldly and walked away

</flashback>


I got up to get ready for my flight made sure i packed everything I needed i tried to stall as much as i can because I was never good with goodbye's. dana came by to help me with last minute packing since I was late anyway and now that its time to leave I said my goodbye's it's painful and i tried my best not to cry but i broke down when i hugged my mom. i'm still crying on my way to the airport.

My name is mai im not an emotional person, well not always. im usually in my own world not bothered with anyone or anything else i dont open up to people and i dont trust easily but thats just who i am....I don't like letting people in.

i waited for the driver to unload my bags from the back. i went inside the airport and checked in and everything went well and fast.

as i entered the plane i sat by my window seat with my ipod on an old english man came and sat by me he seemed lost and confused he smiled and i smiled back he seemed like he wanted to say something

old man: dear can u change places with my wife ? she also has a window seat on the other side
me: sure

the old man told me the seat no. it was just across from where i was sitting i moved my things to that seat and his wife went to sit next to him, A girl sat next me.

girl: hey , your husband wants to sit next to you so i'll just move seats with him is that gonna be okay with you ?

me: oh i think you have the wrong girl, you see...im not married.

girl: your husband told me you'd say that *giggles* im sorry but i'll be moving my seat i hope you guys figure things out


she's not even listening to me why bother ask , i didn't give it much thought anyway, but guess who my so called husband was ...






him again...






Her Shadow~